I don't know why I put this on here, except that I know that know no one I know IRL will see it, and I can't talk to anyone I know about it, and well, ...it's a big deal.
We've only been married 15 months, and things are so much different now, than they were early on. I think I have discovered that I may not like her all that much. She is very opinionated and when she talks about people, much of what she says could also apply to me as well. I have actually felt like she just gets on my nerves. I don't much like her sense of humor anymore, and can't understand how I ever could. If we were not married, I probably would gradually stop hanging around her, until we just lost touch. Your wife should be your best friend, right?
I find her very desireable, sexually, and the first few months of the marriage she would be all over me all the time. Now, she has no interest at all. Not just with me...she used to stay up late watching all the sex she could on TV, but not anymore. She gets upset if I try to cautiously bring up the subject.
We don't really fight or argue much. I just don't see the point, so I tend to let it go. She acts very cuddly, and wants to hang on me, but it's starting to feel empty.
I think she really loves me, and will be very hurt. I don't know how to deal with that, because it will hurt me just as bad to break her heart. We had planned our lives together. Both our families and all our friends think we are perfect together, and would all be devistated.
I love her, in a caring way, but this gap is getting bigger, and I'm having to hide more and more of my feelings from her. One day I won't be able to cover it up anymore anyway. I feel really bad.
Like I said, I don't know why I put this on here, but I did.
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