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Don't know if this is the right place to put this, but I just wanted to share...

March 9, 2007, 11:22 pm
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My brother's engaged! He proposed to his girlfriend of ~6 years yesterday :D

Congratulations to Ian and Heidi!

Marg


"Alipark"

October 22, 2006, 2:05 pm
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(private entry for now) 

Had a very strange conversation with someone in my chat room last night, who claims to have known me online for the better part of the year... except my name was "Allison". I've run into people using my photos or a few details in online profiles before, but this was apparently a close friendship for months. I figured it was B.S. at first (and am still not entirely sure), but I thought I'd mention it here in case anyone wants to come forward with information.

The freakiest thing was that he thought I was Allison, that I wasn't the real me. Very strange to have your own identity questioned... I felt like I was in a twisting Hollywood plotline.

Apparently they met on World of Warcraft, around when I started playing for my school project back in the winter. I don't know what name she was using, and he mentioned EQ as well. She said her name was Allison Parker, apparently had a lot of my graphics and photos up here (most removed now).

Apparently she was not only using my photos, but my entire life story... my parents, relationship history, school, interests, best friend named "ambrosia". He kept saying over and over again how he couldn't believe how elaborate it was. He found out when a friend of his found my site and recognized "her" apparently.

<stephthebed> ahhh i see. how did this person make the connection between her and my site?
<trepvide> i have no idea
<trepvide> never said... also showed me some.. naked pictures of you which you may or may not know are circulating

*chuckle*

"Alipark" has apparently vanished now, so we'll probably never know what exactly was going on. If all this is true, I certainly feel bad for the guy... what a mindfuck.


Home Photoshoot

July 12, 2006, 6:53 am
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Hey all,
My girlfriend and I are thinking of doing a kind of private home photoshoot just for fun and I was wondering if anyone has any ideas for themes? Or if they've done one before and can give me any tips?

I'm trying to decide whether to do it in a room normally, or whether I should put a plain back drop in the background like a blanket or something...

My girlfriend always complains that she doesn't look good, as most girls do (regardless how many times i tell her she's hot :p). So I'd also like to know if anyone has any tips on how to set the scene nicely so that photos come out nicer, and maybe make up tips or something?

Any help would be greatly appreciated :)

-Tim


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July 11, 2006, 2:45 pm
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Members only as I'm really not up to facing the world on this. I feel like shit. I'm pulling away more and more and all I want to do is either be distracted or sleep. I don't think there's a day in recent memory that I haven't cried. Too much to do so I do nothing. Terrified, not that I've made a mistake by moving here, but that I'm turning it into a complete failure and not caring enough to change it. I feel like I could if I wanted to badly enough. I tried to cut away extra weight as I could feel myself pulled downward, but apparently it wasn't enough. It's hard to even look at the site because it reminds me of how I'm not doing or being what I want to be. I don't want to see my life crumble away around me. And dealing with insane, vindictive, misunderstanding, or hurtful people is wearing me down.

I don't know if this is just something I need to go through, or if I'm doing something wrong. I really don't like living in someone else's house, as nice and convenient as it is, so I'm trying to find a place as quickly as possible. I know I should really be focusing 100% on finding a job but it's hard to talk yourself up when all you want to do is crawl into a hole.


testing a private entry

July 2, 2006, 9:14 pm
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this entry should only be visible to members... just testing


a members only blog entry

May 21, 2006, 2:57 pm
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something about porn.