Agh, I want my (our) life back. This whole tons-o-work thing is taking some serious adjustment, and I've basically been ignoring everything else I want to do these past weeks. Earning enough money to survive (and thrive, really) is important... but dammit there's so much I want to do right now and I've been getting very frustrated and stressed out spending my waking hours coding for money.  And dealing with crap like accounting, legal, and administrative stuff.

Chris and I flop onto the couch or bed, mentally and physically drained every night.  This is not my idea of a happy life.  I keep telling myself this is temporary... we're still pulling ourselves out of the hole after not working for nearly a year... but I can't go so long without doing the things that are truly important to me.

I want to fix and update my sites.  I want to paint the kitchen.  I want to snuggle and see movies and cook nice dinners.  I want to not feel like every second I should be working.  I want to define what the hell it is I'm actually doing so I can apply to Berkeley.  I want to answer emails.  

Want want want.  Needs to be do. 

Ok, rant over.

Weekend retreat was awesome, but hectic.  Meetings, brainstorming, planning, discussing.  But some naked hot tubbing at least  :)